Just one year back I saw my bestest friend going away from me , so hard it was to bear the pain and say that I will manage without you. But my brain said that you are not so frail be strong and move on. And I moved on adhering to my brain’s command. Within 1 month I met around 70 new people but none could make me as happy as my best friend could . Again my brain said that do not bother yourself, you have a long way to go dont look back, you still have that special person with you. Time passed and I always tried to keep people around me happy..and gave them my best . I was happy with everything around me…may be because I forgot the commands my brain gave me . Yy happiness was dependent on few special people of my life ..they were all I had . But then nothing lasts forever ..i lost the most special person of my life. It was extremely hard to digsest the fact that I am alone! Again my brain said you are not alone , you still have some great people in your life and in future nothng is going to matter but your knowledge …and again I moved on and made sure that I will never listen to my heart now.
But you can never stop loving… I started loving again but i knew that none ov them will be here forever.
And now..they are going away taking my love with them .and I don’t find my heart within me. I see people crying and unhappy but it never bothers me and I move on to that one road to success where my heart has no role to play… hoping that the unconditional love I gave too soo many people will someday come back to me……
