Friday, January 31, 2014

Life goes on...



Just one year back I saw my bestest friend going away from me , so hard it was to bear the pain and say that I will manage without you. But my brain said that you are not so frail be strong and move on. And I moved on adhering to my brain’s command. Within 1 month I met around 70 new people but none could make me as happy as my best friend could . Again my brain said that do not bother yourself, you have a long way to go dont look back, you still have that special person with you.  Time passed and I always tried to keep people around me happy..and gave them my best . I was  happy with everything around me…may be  because I forgot the commands my brain gave me . Yy happiness was dependent on  few special people of my life ..they were all I had . But then nothing lasts forever ..i lost the most special person of my life. It was extremely hard to digsest the fact that I am alone! Again my brain said you are not alone , you still have some great people in your life and in future nothng is going to matter but your knowledge …and again I moved on and made sure that I will never listen to my heart now.
But you can never stop loving… I started loving again but i knew that none ov them will be here forever.
And now..they are going away taking my love with them .and  I don’t find my heart within me. I see people crying and unhappy but it never bothers me and I move on to that one road to success where  my heart has no role to play… hoping that the unconditional love I gave too soo many people will someday come back to me……

Thursday, December 16, 2010


THE GIRL IS ME


She Has Secrets You'll Never Know Or Understand,

She Appears So Strong On The Outside,

But On The Inside Her World Is Spinning Upside Down.

Shes Smiling And Standing Tall 2 The Outta World,

Shes Crying And Breaking Down In Her Inner World.

She Appears So Happy 2 Her Mates,

But Alone, She Shares Her Tears With Her Pillow.

She Knows Not 2 Get Her Hopes Up ...

, As They Always Come Crashing Down.

Shes Heard It All Before & Felt It All.

Shes Experienced More Then Her Fair Share.

1 Touch, & She'll Flinch

1 Harsh, Word & She'll Cry

1 Bad Moment, & She'll Break Down

She Trusts No1, Because The People She Has, Hurt Her & Leave Her 2 Pick Up The Pieces

She Believes No1, Because The People She Has, Lie & Betray Her.

So For Now She'll Keep 2 Herself & Pretend Everything Is Fine, When Everything Is Wrong


who is the girl

The Girl is ME

:)

Saturday, September 5, 2009

CHerisH FRiendS...!!!


Friendship may be
a simple thing
But lots of love,
it can bring.

Things to share
and talk about
It's something
you
just can't do without

All your life, friendship lasts

Through the years,you'll look back.

Remembering the laughs and happy times along with the cries and sorry sighs.




Friendship can never come apart
Especially when it's straight from the heart.


Friendships don't die, they continue to grow. So be sure to cherish the friendships you know.

Thursday, April 9, 2009

FRIENDS
















FRIENDS---THE GIFT OF LIFE TO US

essay by albert einstein


THE WORLD AS I SEE IT

"How strange is the lot of us mortals! Each of us is here for a brief sojourn; for what purpose he knows not, though he sometimes thinks he senses it. But without deeper reflection one knows from daily life that one exists for other people -- first of all for those upon whose smiles and well-being our own happiness is wholly dependent, and then for the many, unknown to us, to whose destinies we are bound by the ties of sympathy. A hundred times every day I remind myself that my inner and outer life are based on the labors of other men, living and dead, and that I must exert myself in order to give in the same measure as I have received and am still receiving...
"I have never looked upon ease and happiness as ends in themselves -- this critical basis I call the ideal of a pigsty. The ideals that have lighted my way, and time after time have given me new courage to face life cheerfully, have been Kindness, Beauty, and Truth. Without the sense of kinship with men of like mind, without the occupation with the objective world, the eternally unattainable in the field of art and scientific endeavors, life would have seemed empty to me. The trite objects of human efforts -- possessions, outward success, luxury -- have always seemed to me contemptible.
"My passionate sense of social justice and social responsibility has always contrasted oddly with my pronounced lack of need for direct contact with other human beings and human communities. I am truly a 'lone traveler' and have never belonged to my country, my home, my friends, or even my immediate family, with my whole heart; in the face of all these ties, I have never lost a sense of distance and a need for solitude..."
"My political ideal is democracy. Let every man be respected as an individual and no man idolized. It is an irony of fate that I myself have been the recipient of excessive admiration and reverence from my fellow-beings, through no fault, and no merit, of my own. The cause of this may well be the desire, unattainable for many, to understand the few ideas to which I have with my feeble powers attained through ceaseless struggle. I am quite aware that for any organization to reach its goals, one man must do the thinking and directing and generally bear the responsibility. But the led must not be coerced, they must be able to choose their leader. In my opinion, an autocratic system of coercion soon degenerates; force attracts men of low morality... The really valuable thing in the pageant of human life seems to me not the political state, but the creative, sentient individual, the personality; it alone creates the noble and the sublime, while the herd as such remains dull in thought and dull in feeling.
"This topic brings me to that worst outcrop of herd life, the military system, which I abhor... This plague-spot of civilization ought to be abolished with all possible speed. Heroism on command, senseless violence, and all the loathsome nonsense that goes by the name of patriotism -- how passionately I hate them!
"The most beautiful experience we can have is the mysterious. It is the fundamental emotion that stands at the cradle of true art and true science. Whoever does not know it and can no longer wonder, no longer marvel, is as good as dead, and his eyes are dimmed. It was the experience of mystery -- even if mixed with fear -- that engendered religion. A knowledge of the existence of something we cannot penetrate, our perceptions of the profoundest reason and the most radiant beauty, which only in their most primitive forms are accessible to our minds: it is this knowledge and this emotion that constitute true religiosity. In this sense, and only this sense, I am a deeply religious man... I am satisfied with the mystery of life's eternity and with a knowledge, a sense, of the marvelous structure of existence -- as well as the humble attempt to understand even a tiny portion of the Reason that manifests itself in nature."

LIFE as i see it


Life is like a game of cards. The hand that is dealt you represents determinism; the way you play it is free will.
The best way to prepare for life is to begin to live.
As I grow to understand life less and less, I learn to love it more and more.
but still there is something missing which we dont Know, Wats dis - Lets Discover It........